Comes down to dose
This flower gave me what can only be described as a terrified state of mind.
Dry herb vaping with a mighty medic. I heated up t
he tin to 175c and had an initial easy first inhale. Instant warm familiar Indica glow. After 15 mins felt chilled, as expected. Notes the potency considering just a light puff. 30 mins later a couple more standard inhales (for me). Very pleasant relaxing muscle melting Indica. Back pain is reduced to merely perceptible.
So I thought ‘this is great I’ll hit it harder and get a great night sleep’. Two more puffs, twice within 30 mins of that. Still feeling good.
Hoping into bed that creeping sense of doom came over me that I recall all to clearly from the handful of unfortunate times I’ve eaten too many edibles. Mind starts spiralling into deeply anxious, introspective, negative, panic. Getting very scared over nothing. Paranoid. Mind racing. Can’t sleep. Body tightens after having felt relaxed. The smallest creak in the house and I’m convinced the axe is coming down for my head where I lay. Absolutely, ridiculously terrified and paranoid. Chest tight and mouth dry. Such a backflip after a thoroughly pleasant first hour.
I finally drift off after what feels like hours and was probably only 1.5. I had the worst night “sleep” dreaming crazy lucid tormented scenes. Stuck in my house being chased etc etc.
I woke up the next morning delighted that the fear had lifted and I was once again calm and optimistic. Actually felt like the morning after a bad trip. Traumatised and tired but slightly steeled by the sense of having survived the turmoil.
This might read dramatically, but I’m trying to paint an honest picture of how this affected ME. I’m very stressed, have bad back pain and anxiety and depression. Some strains help with all of this massively. Others make it worse. This was not an aid for me. I’ll vape it again at low doses, but will be very cautious. I’m likely to just pass it by after that experience and go for any of the very positive flowers I have. Less
Did this product help:
paid (excl. delivery): $190
, Chronic Pain (Non-Cancer)
Anxious, Dry Mouth, Pain Relief, Paranoid